I'm astonished how busy my life is. A mere 2 1/2 years ago my priorties were dabbling with the rooms and my loser boyfriend. Now I'm juggling single mommyhood, working full time, and going to school full time. I never really thought I could handle any of that stuff and today I handle it all with as much grace as I can, thanks to my Fellowships.
I've had to take a huge curve ball which is what happens whenever you make a plan, my HP loves to laugh when I do is. I had planned to move to California. I tried to save, but didn't save nearly enough, and find myself stuck at a job that just gave me a $5,000 raise to stay there til the end of the year. And I'm struggling with it. Because I don't want to be here anymore. One of my favorite women in sobriety said to me last night that all I needed to do was hold tight and God would place me exactly where I need to be.I have faith that he will.
Thats it for now.
--B
