long day. wow. so i started yoga teacher training. it was not what i expected. or maybe it was. it was overwhelming. and would've been great. had i not been worrying about my parents --who also work all week--using up their spare time to watch my daughter, and that four page paper i have due tomorrow, and all the fun ypaa stuff--ICYPAA!!--i'd be missing out on. and oh, shit, i'm taking math this fall. and oh, shit, i loved yoga but realized quickly yoga teacher training would make me hate yoga. yoga for me is a gift. it helps me. i saw how this training could make it a burden. make it a task. make it something i hate.
so i saw where this would go. less meetings. less aa. less fellowship. and i decided i had to quit. after one day, i quit yoga teacher training. via email. not my proudest moment. but i feel like it was the best decision. i need to be present for my commitments in aa, my family and my education. i made the right choice for me. i know that.
in more news. i'll be at icypaa in st louis. god's will be done.
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